its chi new yr's eve. well, went blog-surfing just now and i guess, i just realised how dumb i was. i always checked my frens blog to see if they updated. and i thought it was so weird cos none of them did. den i click refresh today, and tada. i realised how dumb i can get. seriously. hmms. alot of things to say. guess i'll just anyhow start. anyway im just gonna talk to myself. long entry. dont read. will offend some. =x firstly, i wanna say that i do not regret what i have done. never. not last yr, not at all. yeah, many =( things happened last yr. i may have made Some wrong decisions but now, i just want to forget it all. to whoever i've hurt along the way, im so sorry but i never meant to hurt u. perhaps in the first place, we wanted different things. still, im glad ure happy now. rrly =D next, i want to make a very strong stand about relationships and frenships. i will never ever ever give up a frenship just for a guy. so there, if u think u can hurt my fren, and get away with it. ure so wrong. i do not want to be a DI SHAN ZE. sorry, but u just cannot have the best of both worlds. so either be faithful to her, or i'll tell. yea, im very zhong you qing se. wahahas. i can be a very good fren to u, but i am not a good girlfren. arhah. lastly, these days maybe got alot rumours bah. about me with this and that guy. blah blah blah. yea, SO MANY different guys right? well, for those who think that im a flirt. be ashamed of urself. those guys are my FRIENDS. anyone heard of a platonic relationship before? hello? hahas. i dont see any point in explaining myself, so everytime some rumour comes up, i'll shrug it off. why bother to explain urself? but then, now i feel its like all piling up until reaching the peak liaos. so i will explain myself just this once. im sick of everything. why be nice to others when some treat u like dirt. now, i dont give a damn what u all think abt me.
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