estella .
Friday, March 04, 2005
overwhelmed
so much to say
but where do i start?
would u listen if i spoke from the heart?
its simple things that keeps us apart,
u know it doesnt have to be this way.

feels like everyday's a bad dream.
im overwhelmed by the intensity of it all.
people around me are unhappy.
i become unhappy :(
people make me upset,
i cause them hurt and pain.
i speak without thinking,
and think thoughts that are not voiced.

these people are my friends

i feel bad abt it all,
im willing to do my best to rectify this.
i have already swallowed my pride.
sorry,
i said twice.
but ur coldness really scares me
i wonder if ure still u.
ur rudeness puts me off,
makes me pissed.

but i still want u as my friend.

i was at fault, this i agree. but u cannot deny the fact that u are in the wrong too right? i have alrd taken the first step and offered u my apologies, but if u dont want to accept it, there's nothing much i can do. i believe u are not a petty person. please dont prove me wrong.




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