cant i be anything more than just mediocre, ordinary, plain, boring? it would be nice to be good at something for once. i dont ask for much, just give me ONE talent. in any aspect. JUST ONE! and i would be over the moon, stars, and sun. well, studies is definitely out. unless u count failing with flying red colours a talent- which i doubt. and dance. Haha. what a joke to even think of myself as a pro dancer. big no-no again.see? im not talented at all. buggerish bugger. :( come to think of it, i dont recall excelling in anything at all. okay, blame it on my bad memory perhaps. but seriously, do i have any achievements to be proud of? my answer is no. guess ive wasted away my 15 years. still wasting it away now. darn. what to do? my parents didnt produce a genius nor idiot. they produced something as AVERAGE as me. i hate being average. i hate being lousy at something. i hate the fact that i have no bloody talent to speak of. i want to be the best of the best( in any aspect as ive mentioned), i want people to acknowledge the fact that im actually good at smth. i want recognition. but its so tough. born an average person, i know i'll need a lot of determination in order to keep up with the talented people. what to do? life's a struggle for people like me. its okay to compete to be top dog, just that...
its so not okay to end up being the "dog"
instead of top.
