as many of you would have known by now, dance got a silver.=(
now, dont come telling me that at least we didnt get cop or bronze anymore. dont force me to be optimistic and all when i still cant accept it can? let me cry for heavens sake. or do u want to see a fake me, with a fake smile? if ure not a dancer, den i guess u will never understand what we feel. silver is simply not "good enough" as u all put it. we are really under great pressure. we got a Gold two yrs ago, and now everyone expects us to get Gold again. its rrly not as easy as it seems. do u all know how much effort and time we put in just for ONE syf? we practiced hard during hols. dance took up almost all of our hols schedule last yr and this yr. while others were enjoying themselves, we were in sch training. its the one and only competition we have. its unlike sports. u dont train for almost half a yr for one competition right? thus, it is very disappointing for us. we only have that ONE chance to prove ourselves.
perhaps many of u disregard dance and perceive it as a cca with weak pple. let me tell u this. we are not. if u dare to think such thoughts, come to me and i will prove u wrong. dancers are not weak and male dancers are even more manly than the non-dancer guys ok. dancers are stronger and fitter than what u all think we are. if u still think that dance is a cca where silly girls move their arms and legs, then call it dancing, u can jolly well knock ur head into a wall. i hope it would knock some sense into u. =) let me say this once more, we are not weak. we can do handstands, cartwheels, splits and many more that u all cant do. so, dont even TRY telling me dance is a very easy thing wad. i personally will make u change ur opinion. for me, i can do a full pushup and i can do splits too. its not alot, but i want to prove my point. i wish to prove that to be a dancer, one has to be physically and mentally fit, and flexible too. its really not prancing about please, believe me. i strongly feel that dance is not an inferior cca as compared to uniform grps and sports.
lastly, for those who didnt know how i felt abt the syf, i apologise if i sounded rude. i mean, try to put urself in my shoes can? im feeling rrly sad abt it, and u just come and say congrats. its soo.. not right. and siying, u are in band. i figured u would understand. didnt u guys cry too when band got silver instead of gold? do not be angry with me if i sounded very hostile please. im sorry.
this entry is all abt dance la. those not interested in reading but have read up till here, sorry i bored u to tears. i love the dancers alot. and laoshi too. though we've let her down =( and to my frens who are non-dancers, thank u so much for ur understanding, and for comforting me. thanks. (:
