estella .

Thursday, July 07, 2005

not.happy.

sad.

today sucks.
no wonder my eyelid twitched. (indication of bad luck)
sigh sigh sigh.
well, how could i even forget that there was dance today!
i just happily strolled out of school and into long john after bio remedial,
not remembering a thing abt dance.
wah shoot me. =(
then, when i recalled at LJS that theres dance,
ITS TOO LATE.
diao, i think i have super bad memory.
somemore, i still ask myself why i brought blue house tee. --"

tmr gonna get "scolded". bleah.
i think i deserve it larr, not gonna justify my actions or whatsoever.
but just feel unhappy with myself.
if i purposely didnt want to go, i will answer for my actions la.
and true, i got consider ponning, but it was just a thought.

i feel damn damn damn stupid. yes, stupid, not dumb.

* i scream and scream and scream for you to understand,
*but all you did was walk away.