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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Boing Pong piang.

Don't wanna hang up my ballet shoes so soon.
Wo hen xiang tiao wu. =)

YAY.

i played table tennis with Eddy today. (from 2 to about 3.20) then i had to rush back up, cause family wants to go to hillview there play bball. =) super shiok okay. i like table tennis. but i love bball. i can do the urm... run run run then somehow contort your body and shoot in the ball from under-the-net thing. wahahas. okay la. my first try went in, i would say is tyco. cause daddy and didi were like -waaah- but i did it about 3 times ! NOT tyco la hor? muaha. talent talent! ^^ kidding. hee. but im happy with myself la. though i havent played for a long time (minus on teacher's day), i still can shoot from the free throw line. BUT my 3 point shots are SO SUCKY. the ball only managed to ssssssscraaaapee (scrape) the net loh. boo hoo.

but i saw one thing for myself: That daddy was proud of me only when i managed to prove my worth. when i constantly couldnt, well. i dont know. perhaps its just me, but i felt like i let him down. it has always been like this no? when i played badminton against daddy and my bro, i have to put in twice as much effort. cos they can smash and everything, but my strength is not all these. im only good at getting the low balls, and doing the trick kind. my back hand sucks. Hmm. it's stressful to play against two males or rather play with two males. my mom doesnt want to join in so its always me and the two guys. i can't seem to play better than my brother. but today, today is different. i am happy. (: cause i think i made dad proud of me. though its actually chicken feet to many (shooting from the freethrow line), but i guess they never thought i was able to do such stuff. hence, their looks of wonder cum amusement cum surprise. haha.

and i always knew i have more male hormones then the rest of the girls. if not, WHY am i so smelly??? hahaha. i mean smelly when i perspire. i mean, the other girls never perspire as much as me (and someone^^) loh when we have pe. Hence the conclusion. Baaaa. Raaah. hear my low voice? im manly. Gosh, i just spilled out my DARKEST secret online. will hit the BP gossip headlines real soon i think. MUAHAHAH. =D