HAHA. YO!!! (yeast, today was memorable. our school name. wahha)my hamster very kelian. It's really a pitiful sight. it bites itself, squeaks because of the pain, drops fur, is almost deaf and blind. I know its been with me for a long time alrd, the longest-living hamster i ever had (almost 2 years). I really love it alot, but its hurting me so much to see it in this state. i know i should not be selfish to hope that it wont die, but i cant bear to let it go too. Yea, stupid to cry over a hamster? guess i'm that stupid girl who never knew how it was possible for one to own a pet, develop feelings and a bond with it over time, and yet not cry when it dies. i really cant. =(haha, i thought of smth stupid. when i was younger, the first pet my mom allowed me to keep was fishes. so i had a whole tank full of colouful fish like guppies and what have you. about 20 i think. really pretty =) then the young and silly me found out one day that one fish died, and i couldnt stop crying. soon, more fish died because there was a "serial killer" among the fish. so i cried for everytime a fish died. the irony was that when it finally killed the last one remaining, i obviously knew that it killed the rest. and being vindictive, i pulled its tail and put it in salt water(fresh water fish). muahha. and hence, it died too. don't mess with me, i tell u. haha. i'm not like kingshaw u noe. of course, i've grown up. and wouldnt cry over fish anymore. (DUH) i was too gullible last time la. kept insisting that a fish is also a life wad, why cannot be sad over its death. thus, mom doesnt want me to keep dogs. i think i'll be SUPER SUPER sad if it dies. hoho. she scared of dogs also. so bad loh. i dont care. will keep one next time when i grow older. "Some say dreams are poetry. Some say that dreaming is an art. But we all dream and we aren't all artists. I say dreams are the eyes of our mind. These eyes start to see when we switch off the light before we go to sleep. A time of trial and retribution. If only we could reconcile ourselves with our dreams, then maybe, maybe this world would become a better place to live in."-Genevieve Bouris 
i love you like a fat kid loves cake.
