One of the greatest satisfaction i derive from doing extra literature essays is...the stapling of all the sheets of paper together. =)it really gives me a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction, knowing that i've put in my very best into the essay(be it a practice or in examinations). I did an extra essay for kotc, and I used 3 sheets of paper, which is filled for 5 and a quarter sides. not bragging here though. it's just that I really wanted to give up writing this essay cos firstly, there are so many points to be covered and also because i wanted to do the qns 2 so much more. i struggled with this essay for about 2 days i think. Got so sick of it that i fell asleep even before i started. Hmm, i still feel that it's written out of point but well, i really did my best, so no regrets whatsoever ^^ can learn from my mistakes what! Heehee.Kaes, did homework all by myself in mac. then i don't know if i was paranoid or smth but i certainly felt that smth bad would happen. like someone come steal my bag or pick a fight with me? haha, my imagination is hyper-active. well, smth did happen but there's not really a good or bad to define it. it's just that... i saw someone whom i've been trying to avoid for a long long time. and his brother too. strange thing is, i can't exactly explain why i'm doing this. Han, you know what i'm talking about eh? =/ feels so weird and scary to meet them again. Oh man.=/ i feel mean. and bad and evil. like HOOPER.
*covers face and runs to hide*so much homework, so little time!oh yah, saw a councillor who did not tuck in her blouse today in the food court.u noe how it pisses me off when councillors openly break school rules and stuff?well, i know i may not be the neatest girl in school so i am not a perfect example but i do make an effort. i DO NOT leave my blouse hanging out when i'm wearing a couns tag. It's damn disgraceful la! and i don't bring hp to school in case anyone was wondering. RAH! that girl really has no respect for the school rules. AND SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE A COUNCILLOR? blouse hangs out, invisible socks. -.-" sigh, discipline worsening as days pass. it's no wonder if people do not even look up to councillors. sometimes, i wonder what's the point. what's the point in trying so hard to follow the school rules, to change for the better if there's always some black sheep around, tainting the school name. arh, i'm ranting again. i know i'm not perfect. yes, u can say that in sec 2, i'm like them. so i have no right to say anything. well at least i have changed and i wasn't in the council then. Well, i believe that just cos someone breaks the rules doesn't mean we should follow suit. we are councillors, we should have a mind of our own no?(it would be dreadful if you had the mind of someone else's.=/) so, we should be able to think for ourselves and differentiate right from wrong. *i wrote this not to generalise, but merely for my own reflections.*at least i've changed for the better so that i know that i'm worthy to be called a councillor.
at least, I won't feel guilty.
