okay i need to get this out of my mind. i feel really disturbed and freaked out. ah!!! i fell asleep just now. and suddenly, i woke up. so i'm awake now at 12 and i feel so uncomfortable that i can't get back to sleep. ARH! damn.
went out with jo and HENGHENG today. hahaha. haagen dazs audit rocks!!!! =D im damn happy la. first time i sat in there to eat. Lol. SHUANGNESS times 100 percent! hee. thanks jo! i love you! oh yea, and that pig hengheng of mine, was very nice! he bought us that urm, spastic looking but cute doll for our handphones! =) xiexie ni wor! u are such a good pig that i applied for a special travelling pass for u! see, u can board mrt leh!! *grins* hee, mine is
orange. jo's is
yellow! we went to bugis too! and jo bought her shoes. i didn't! i resisted temptation! wahaha. saw yeeshan, then shuxian and weiqian at bugis. Lol. cause my vision quite limited la. shuxian very tall, so i didn't notice her at first! hahaha. such a coincidence! was really thrilled when i saw them. dono why. haha. i think i saw huiying too! so this was the best part of the day. =)
now comes the bad part. went home with my pet pig(alliteration!) hengheng (repetition!). haha. then a china guy suddenly approached me. so i thought he needed directions. i told him to "deng yi xia"; wait awhile. i passed the newpaper to hengheng and that dumbo asked if that china man's my dad! --" wth! anyway, i suddenly recalled that email jerome sent? about a chinese man who uses hypnotising to trick pple. that occurred to me. i wanted to tell hengheng to call me on my phone just in case, but it sounded so stupid that i gave it up. haha. so hengheng left! =/ then i went back to that guy. he started a very long story. he said tt his family was still in china, and his friend is not at home? so he doesn't have anywhere to go. then he also has no money. he asked to to "lend" him some money so that he can "sustain himself with food". these were his exact words, translated though. all this while i didn't know where to look! i looked into his eyes at first leh. cause it's rude to look elsewhere when someone is talking ma! but i just felt so strange. so i tried looking elsewhere. haha. my brain went into hyper mode lah. he said he will return the money tmr and asked me to leave my number with him. he also added that he will be very grateful. hmm, up till here, i must say that i believed him. maybe u all think that i'm stupid or that it's obvious he's a con man but it didn't feel that way at first! cause i think he is very persuasive bah. he even asked for my surname and if i've been to china. -.-" so i thought" i'll give him the benefit of the doubt. afterall, he just wants money for smth to eat." then i started to dig for coins to give him. i thought two bucks would cover his meal le. but he somehow whispered,"can i have 10 dollars instead?" wah i suddenly feel super cheated. like, 10 bucks for a meal ??? even me, the self-proclaimed food lover and glutton also don't use 10 bucks for a simple meal k! grr. then i did smth horrible. i lied. i said i didnt have enough money, tho i have 10 bucks! oh man. but i mean, there's a limit to how much i can help what and also a limit to the amount of trust i can give to a stranger. =( hai dono la. then i left.
reached home late cos of tt and i got scolded. my parents said i was dumb!!! to believe him. haha, oh and i called heng on the bus ride home. one last thing, aft i gave him my money, i was going off le. but he didn't seem pleased. and he just stood there ok! maybe he wants to ask others for money? i just wonder... why choose me out of everyone? cause i have the words " naive, stupid and gullible" written on my head? boo. And I saw a guy living on the floor above us from my room. As in directly opposite and must look up. He was staring at me. &^%^% freaky!
