okays, for such a big heading proclaiming my love for the dance group,
you would've expected us to win.

nope.
sorry, we didn't.

but i guess it's alright. i'm alright. i had fun. seriously, i did. =D it was great experience. i talked to mingzhang the big bad wolf & the other seniors more tonight than i've ever talked to them before. saw a different side to everyone. their better side. =) their crazier side. heh.

and there's so much more to dancing than winning. we all did our best. thus, there'll be no regrets. (umm, sounds so william hung-ish!) and upon reflecting on what went wrong during the dance, i realised i have nothing to reflect on. the performance was over even before we knew it. everything just felt so surreal.

i love the dancers. ((:

and now, there's just this tinge of fear that we've let laoshi down, that bp didn't win anything too. laoshi wasn't there to watch us cause something cropped up, and that's already bad enough. knowing that her two groups didn't get in would add to her... unhappiness? =( i just hope hope hope that bp won something. PLEASE? haha. i know it's weird to hope that your (technically speaking) competitor wins. but i don't give a damn liao. i just want wuzhong to win. i will be happy for them, for laoshi! and proud of them too. (: silly fear combined with a teensy bit of disappointment. that's how i feel now. oh wells, i'm happy that i joined this dance. happy that the "san xiao baos" performed together. happy about so many other things. so if you're worrying, please don't. the positives outweigh the negative! *bigbigsmile*

thank you to the darlings who msged me. really appreciate it. =D love you all oki! sorry if i let you down. i wanna mention names, but im really tired now. so i guess u noe who you are? LOVE LOVE PLENTY! i'm so touched. heh.