estella .

Monday, July 31, 2006

un-jumble my thoughts!

woke up at 7 today, but i went back to sleep again. woke up at 8 and thought i was late. DIES. chionged to school. why? cause i thought that lectures started at 9am. ahhh, when i received jess's msg that she was in atrium, i was damn shocked. so i called and asked why is she there, and not in LT. LOL. turns out lectures started at 10am. i'm damn blur today. SUPER duper blur can.

i followed a bunch of people and almost walked into the wrong LT.
at SIM, i bumped into a guy who was in front of me. OMG, so paiseh.
after that walking back that time, i ALMOST knocked into a pole cause i was adjusting my belt and not looking at what's ahead of me. -.-"
OKAY my left brain hurts and i can't think of any more stupid stuff i did liao.
=/ feeling really tired. met someone on bus 61.
he said i looked as though i was dying liao.
HAHA. maybe i am?
slowly.

kae, happy birthday to tanshuheng. =)
hope you enjoyed ur bday.
still feel like smacking you for coming up from that staircase.
thanks for being so generous though.

why do birds suddenly appear
everytime you are near?
just like me,
they long to be
close to you

why do stars fall down from the sky
everytime you walk by?
just like me,
they long to be
close to you

i love sappy love songs.
heh. =)

tmr got marketing presentation.
let us do well please!
all the hard work!

feel like laughing at my sad entry.
so silly.
don't worry pple! I'M OKAY ALREADY!
=))
lazy to delete that post, so i guess i'll just blog more to push it down.

sigh.
i'm suddenly reminded of all the nice things someone did for me before.
hmm.
i hate the words "plastic smile".
you're still the same old brand new you.

AH. omg.
my mom knows about smth.
and she's teasing me about it.
subtly.
DAMN IT!!!
pui! wah lau.
stupid estella. you are noisy and that's why.
=(
i don't like her to tease me.
SO WEIRD CAN?
tsk. *shudders*
i shall avoid her if i can. hahaha.

i wonder how you're doing.
know everything's gonna be alright.
please find your happiness back =)
what's meant to be will be.
everything feels strange now.
~~without you.~~

thanks junhao! for the nougats. =)

Can we make this last forever? With every word you're growing distant, and I feel as though I have to let you go. =(