estella .

Sunday, August 27, 2006

gluttony runs in my family. =)

shirley dearie found me my rainbow.
THANKS BABE. me love you. =D

point to note: i can't fit into my bloody bp skirt anymore.
VERY FUNNY.
tried it on in case i wanted to be a joker and wear it on teacher's day.
HAHAH.
now the joke is on me.
neh mind.
when han comes back from P, i'll be slim and chio and totally HAWWT.
haha. just wait.

*ate yoghurt just now.
after eating alot of pizza and chicken drumlets.
:D i think the yoghurt just made me hungrier.
UMM. hey i danced today!
perspired buckets.
okay, denial.
right. im a pig.
first step to correcting my gluttony is admitting it ya?
FINE IM A DAMN RUBBISH TRUCK THAT DOESN'T GET FULL.
so i eat and eat and eat and ... . you get my drift.
yeah i aint denying it anymore.

laoshi can eat so little because of dance.
she's so committed that even her diet is influenced by dance.
WHAT KINDA DANCER AM I?
okay, don't answer that.
i feel demoralised.
clumsy, slow and that F word.
UNHEALTHY LIVING.
bring me back the bp days!

i vow to shed those fats from my waist.
IT'S SO IRRITATING.
estella, look what you've done.
eating and eating nonstop.
='(

no please don't bother comforting me.
i'm just ranting.
the yoghurt's gone. cannot diet liao. hahah.
but it sucks.
feeling so unhealthy.

i'm gonna do something abt my FATS.
maybe deposit in a FAT bank for those skinny bamboos in the world
WHO CAN'T EVER GAIN WEIGHT.
LOL thank me when u get my fats please.
or better still, sign up with me for a lifetime supply of fats.
we'll both be happy. (;

okay i think im gonna exercise more.
hard to give up the delicious food leh.
esp when idiot hui keeps ooohoohaahaahhing about CHOC FONDUES.
*stabs heart and dies*
CANNOT.............!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....!
DON'T LET ME THINK OF CHOC AND FONDUES AND CHOC AND FO...
*fainted*

my mom is damn funny today.
she's so kiddy.
she said,"eh not fair now i got addicted to choc then i keep gaining weight"
me,"yeah i love choc too!"
mom,"so wanna buy the timeout?!"
bro chups in:" HEY NO NO NO! you already bought tim tam havent finish!"
mom,"huh... okay loh"

FYI, timtam is some really yummy choc biscuit. DAMN NICE.
mom bought two boxes at one go!
after that, when we're paying up, my mom mentioned timeout again.
"So we're really not buying the timeout?"
HAHAHAH. =))

i love my mom.
i think i may start to love my fats sometime soon.
hey i heard today got two moons leh.
anyone saw?

THIS IS AN ENTRY FULL OF INCOHERENCE AND CONTRADICTORY POINTS.
:P
hey nvm lah hor?
once in a two moons what. *grins*

the tremble of my muscles when i stretch and force myself to hold the postion.
=) i like.
the muscle aches that come the next day.
=) i like.
the cuts and blisters i get from doing floorwork.
=) i like.
feeling my shirt soaked in perspiration.
=) i like.
dancing with my fav xiao baos.
=) i like!
laoshi.
=) I REALLY LIKE!

battle scars.
=)

[edit]

hey rae dearie... read ur bloggie. =( u know it makes me sad when u're sad.
it's not my business but i just want you to know that if ever, u want to talk
to someone...
i'm here to listen. =)
*hugs* may tmr be a sunshiney day for u.

me love you long time!