estella .

Thursday, August 31, 2006

sorry...

to my special someone.

you won't see this but it's okay.

will you promise not to stop loving me?
even though I've been such an idiot lately.
damn me.
for all the things i've done.
and not done.

i really want to meet u.
please give me a chance to make it up to you.
you choose the day.

can't believe myself.
i spoilt everything.
why the hell am i like that?
i didn't mean to make you feel like you're second to my friends.
~~i just got really excited to see the people i haven't seen in ages.~~
i know...
still, i should have known better.
dui bu qi.

you know i'm such a fool for you.