estella .

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

because you're not here with me.

after swimming 20 laps at CDANS!

sorry i teach my tall sis bad things. :(

peek-a-boo

beautifully ugly.

MUAHS I LOVE U!

HAPPY, SAD

heh. nice. =p
sorry m******. i couldn't resist.

My current craze:
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

"your retaliation to provocation is an outburst. mine's a softening."
mingzhang said that of me. hmm.

everyone's working.
they complain they are bored and all.
how come i don't feel the same?
aha. i'm perfectly fine slacking my days away.
lots of "me" time.- i like. =)
just the cash problem is surfacing.
AND MY MOM IS COMPLAINING THAT I'VE BEEN A LAZY GIRL.
=( if i get a job, maybe i'll work even when school reopens.

going to dye my hair tmr.
dark brown.
so i'll look totally like A CHINESE about the age of 13 again.
YAY/DAMN.
mixed feelings really.
note the keywords are CHINESE and age of 13.
really tired of pple thinking i'm JAP (for heaven's sake)
and yet i know without dyed hair, i'll get ANNOYING comments like, "are u sec 1/2/3/4?"
irritatitng as shit.
DON'T ASSUME, PPLE! DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER, cliched as it sounds.
pui. nevermind. i'll just do what i want.

trying hard not to make a mountain out of a molehill.
it's alright. it's alright. it's alright.
*chants this over and over again*

i think i'll be fine. =D

I need you here with me
So here's our heart to heart
On the back of postcards sent from California