estella .
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
haoxinfenshou.
被放弃的我应有此报吗?

how are you doing,
i hope you're fine.
do you want to know how im doing?
i wish you'd ask.
i wish you still cared about me.

i think it's sad when a loved one treats you with indifference;
or when the person you love is the first to move on with life.
it's sad when you love a person so much, but realised that this person got over you so easily.
i think it's sad to find that some people no longer care anymore,
as much as you want them to... it's impossible to get them to care for you already.
because you ruined everything with your own hands.
because you refused to let them in the first place.
hmmm, if everyone cared. and nobody cried.
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride


the smiles get harder to put on each day.
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mihu: hahaha. qixin gave the answer already. qx:"everyone is blind! BOTTLE TOP BAG HP RUBBERBAND FILE! " LOL. yes long time. rah. stupid stickmon. i make u learn new attacks. *stick attack!*
qx`: wo ye ai ni ! =)
J.FooL: TAG YOUR HEAD haha.foo, sorry no pics for ya. haven't been camwhoring as MUCH. lol
christofur: spongebob squareYAM says YOU like to be SIAO. haha. crystal clear?
xiang: heh yay it's good seeing you the other day. eh, let's meet up k.
qinpei: yeah u spotted me! LOL. hey girl, still as busy?
rae: anytime babe. =) glad to listen.
MISTERTANHENGHAN!: i slept before that so i woke up to blog. LOL mrtan! we miss you leh!!! can we go visit you? Haha. crash the workshops. can?
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ah well, speech tmr. everyone wish me luck! =) I DON'T LIKE SPEECHES.
=( should i bring my smelly ballet shoes to scare everyone tmr, hmm.

damn imissyousomuch.
but how do i say this, how do i tell you this
apart from using words. ):





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