i sew my heart shut.
Lectures today. DAMN SIAN. i was fidgeting. lol. thanks for the sweet supply- rae and sabby and shafik ! =D i'm such a greedy ass.
anyway, i got into the director's list! (: top 10% of my sem. Super unexpected. I was just clapping and clapping for the recipients when suddenly i heard "ng you min...". Holymamacow. for a while, i was stunned. like, was that my name?! OMG really unbelievable. then didn't know what to do. i went to shake that guy's hand with my jacket and pen in one hand. really blur liao. hmm. yeah it was a pleasant surprise. =) xianjie wiped out all the awards and book prizes. LOL congrats dude! we have a genius in our class! but don't think we're gonna let you have an easy time ah.. hahaha. this sem, let's all jiayou.
im sorry to have msged you, but the first person i thought of was you.
freaking potatoes. during break me and qixin went to alameen to eat our PRATAS! and milo trex. shioka. hate the rain. anyway... we did smth really DUMB. it-shall-never-be-mentioned. lol. we got HOT pratas. whoo. too bad the milo trex didn't have choc ice cream today. loads of whipped cream though. (:
i really wanted to share this with you. although there's really no reason for me to do so now.camwhored with qx. like, what's new right? haha. chionged home after school to eat and sleep. don't say. i know.
how are you. will there be a day when we can talk normally again?
i really don't want to leave your life. =( the pain just won't go away.
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离
i miss you.原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会 不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话 掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我 很难入睡 my heart's just hurting so bad. not being able to be there for you; knowing you will msg anyone but me.
though I'm glad it's clear for you to see
I wish that you could make it make sense to me
