didn't you promise to scream with me?i no longer like camwhoring.
because i've found one good reason to stop.
you start out with a belief,
but when everyone (especially the ones you love and whose opinions matter the most to you)..
starts telling you things against this belief you hold,
you start to waver.
Yet you still try to stand by your belief.
but after some time, you start to doubt your belief.
you think, why would the ones you love say things that'll hurt you?
you think, maybe it's the truth afterall.
you think, but i don't want to let others determine my self confidence.
now i ask... is it self confidence or self delusion?
goodbye self-delusion.
hello to camera-less days.
gee today couldn't have sucked more.
even the food couldn't cheer me up.
and oh, i hate liars. especially if i give you the benefit of the doubt.
so you make sure u damn well do not disappoint me.
