i'll do whatever it takes.
i guess shit happens.
not just for me, but for everyone of us.
i think it's good to look at things from the other person's perspective once in a while.
but you know, sometimes you see things from both sides, and then you kinda lose your own point of view? or worse, you feel like you can't take a stand?
sometimes, life isn't just black and white. there's this gray shady area; and i feel like i belong in this area most of the time.
Feels like I'm caught in the middle.
i don't like to see people around me sad. it sucks too that i'm getting worse at cheering people up. what's wrong with the world? :/
i think i'm pretty incoherent and i should never try any form of communication when my brain is in hawaii but my fingers are a stubborn lot. :(jamieeemeeee; hey you. haha. i'm glad the stickers made you smile. i'll give you more if you keep that smile on your face yah? :D and i hope i didn't scare you too much though you said you are scared of me. Lol. take care!
"Looking back gives you confidence to move forward. Learn from all your mistakes."
I'm looking back, but I'm moving ahead now.as i sat in class, for a brief moment, i thought i was gonna relive those days of hell i went through. i thought, "here we go again. another internal struggle; another battle against those tears which eventually i will lose, and then let them fall anyway."
but hell no, that didn't happen.
i wish i was
stronger though, because that not happening doesn't mean i won the battle.
i feel like i'm a burden to others these days.
the old feeling is coming back.
i feel obliged to be happy,
and i feel that there should be less of me and more of the rest.
a thousand lies have made me colder,
and i don't think i can look at this the same.
i've heard this life is overrated but i hope that it gets better as we go.
i'll do whatever it takes.