i didn't see that coming.

but it left me with a pang of nervousness(?) and in a warped way,

a strange sense of happiness.

i must be going crazy.

it still amazes me very much how a few words from the right person can turn me into an emotional disaster.

but still, thank you very much.

if you ever get to read this.

you don't know how much this means to me.

thank you, for at least bothering.

:)