如果你还有一些困惑
请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着爱你
yes i do
i love you
no, i think i'm over being sad. i'm just numb. and really, it's not that bad being this way. =)so thank you dears for the concern, but life's too short for melancholy.
i don't want to declare that i've moved on, because i'm afraid
that once i do that, i'll go back right to the start.
and be proven wrong.
i don't think i've moved on, just yet.
there's just so much i can't give up, but i know that he's moved on
and he'll want me to do so too.
and so, i'll try. (:
i don't want to cling onto someone who doesn't love me anymore.
i'll be strong, i promise.
even though there are the days when i feel like i'm being pulled in two directions;
with my heart telling me things that my brain chooses to ignore.
and then there are the days when i know i miss him terribly and will give anything just in see him again, but i know i can deceive the heart.
so, if you read posts that contradict, i guess you can guess which are the works of the heart and the brain ;)
after so much that's said, i still think that he's wonderful. then, and now.
no matter what others say, i know it doesn't matter.
because i still believe.
and i still long for that chance to share his woes,
even though that would be terribly out of line.
cause i'm a fool for him.
sorry, words in black because i don't like re-reading such stuff.
and of course, it means i hope less people will be bothered to highlight and read. =)
You know I can't be like everybody
Cause I can't tell you what you want to hear
I don't know if I can make it better
All I know is I will be around
