estella .
Sunday, April 01, 2007
you don't wear my chains.

You said,
you don't know me,
and you don't even care.

She said,
you don't know me,
and you don't wear my chains.
i started this entry with a clear idea of what i wanted to convey.
but i realise,
words fail me once again.

29.03.07
well, i'm glad we talked :) thank you for calling back.
i'm really happy that you've put things behind.
i said many things that have been hanging at the tip of my mouth for too long, and i'm glad i got them out eventually. really hope you didn't mind.
it makes me feel comforted and happy in a way, to know that you're doing well and will be doing well. i guess i'll have to learn how to stop worrying. =)


oh gosh, and i promised myself i would just do a one-liner for this. -.-

it's the little things you say and do.


30.03.07
worked as usual. pretty bad. i was screwing up in all the ways possible. super pissed with myself but i told myself i'll get through the day! had only half an hour of lunch where i merely ate half a slice of bread and biscuits. super busy and there was no one to cover my shift. so i opted to stay at the recept desk so that there'll be someone to handle things. haha but it means more money so i didn't really care! :D was starving when i reached home. ate a pot of noodles and i went to sleep at nine. slept all the way till 12 noon! 15 frigging hours =/

31.03.07
went to newyork newyork with my family! my dad is hilarious cause he bought breakfast set during lunch time-.- we shared a whole chicken too. the mushroom soup is delicious! hee. next time i'll go there more cause it has nice ambience ! :) went to get mp3s. my mom bought two. zen neeon 2 for me and a muvo for my bro.

rahaha. after that we went to ikea! my all time fav place! hmm, wanted to get my mirror but we didn't. got a rack for my dad instead. Lol. i really love that place man. it makes me feel like decorating my room! lol! went home and i fiddled with the mp3. umm.

after that i met han at wm! we went to eat at delifrance but their service SUCKS! grr. then we walked ard bb to digest our food. and i brought her to a secret place! hahaha. we started doing silly things like video-ing and camwhoring and singing out loud. fun though! i'll post pictures when i use my lappy baby. ate ice cream at mac's and we chatted more. then it was home sweet home!

online-ing today was good. thanks qixin. *backsides and alibabies greet you!*

so let's have,
one last dance to our first song
while pretending there’s nothing wrong





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