estella .

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

i know this is partially stubbornness.
and stupidity, you say.
but i would say, it transcends stubbornness.
there's just something more to it.

you know i'd fight for you.

i'm so so so so unhappy today.
and it's not just the workload that's breaking me down.

don't take me for granted, thanks.
because you don't know how it feels like.
oh no you don't.

even though doormats remain silent when you step on them,
it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
i've ~~almost~~ had enough.

oh and ivan the great, i'm sorry for being so temperamental today. :(