estella .

Monday, July 02, 2007

oh gosh, this is funny. hrm the elf, shakespeare feels threatened by you.

estella estella
please don't be pissed
it is your happy self I will miss
and until you smile again
it is clear that time will cease.

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ever felt like crap, but you just sucked it all up
because the people around you weren't feeling so good themselves?

ever listened to people's problems and rants,
though you really needed someone to rant to?

i don't know but baby,
it's all about choices.

i'm thankful that i can think of at least one person who wouldn't mind me calling at 3am if i was upset and needed to rant.
i know i have someone who'll always be there for me, no matter what.
unconditional love, thank you very much :)

i'm thankful that even though i scream at my parents alot when i'm stressed up with school work, they are still so patient with me. i lash out. but they shower me with more love and concern. i yell. but they cook for me and take me into their arms.
unconditional love, that's what it's all about. :)

i'm feeling strange.
i think i need to dive again.
leave my troubles in singapore.
but i have a love-hate thing with diving.
i really don't wanna have ear problems again.
it's horrid horrid horrid.

but i really wish i can go away.

last rant,
edi's gone for ocs. :(