estella .
Sunday, September 02, 2007
half-boyfriend.
sunday saw han and i going back to toapayoh to see laoshi! :)
heh heh. it's teachers' day, you see.

for she is as cheery as the sunflower maybe? ;)


who can ever resist famous amos cookies?

the naughty girls who didn't go for dance for a long long time.

laoshi was touched! i think she likes the sunflower :)

laoshi's by far the most patient and adorable teacher i have. *smiles*
i think no one else would have that much patience with me.
i'm thankful for having a teacher who didn't give up on me, even when i gave up on myself;
for having a teacher who believed in me more than i ever believed in myself;
who pushed me out of my comfort zone so i could grow as a dancer, and person.

i don't think i would have made it very far if not for laoshi.

laoshi treated us to bandung, which is my current obsession!
it's pink and it's like, SO COOL? :P


anyway i finally had time with my family :)

i love steak! :)

i love pizzas!



and this is totally random,
BUT....

have you ever seen SQUARE watermelons that cost $268?! :O
i was trying to carry it (it's really heavy) but my mom freaked out,
because she thinks i'm a klutz and that if i drop it,
$268 will fly away from her bank account!

ouch. :'(

i like this new guy called jay brannan.
he writes songs with good lyrics :)
a little quirky, but i like.

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and i’m almost comfortable in my own skin
i’ve walked around in it for years without fitting in
i shouldn’t have to suntan or highlight my hair
in order to feel beautiful if i don’t really care
i’m always going all the way down, but i always find my way back up
i tend to choke on dicks and emotions, drink placebo potions, cry rivers and oceans

and i can sing my own damn lullaby
and if you want a happy song, then you can write your own
i love me, i hate me, i need to escape me
but more importantly i need for you to leave me the fuck alone

and thanks to those who loved me when i could not love myself
who embraced the raincloud above me
and dragged us both down off the shelf
i never dreamed that i would stay this long
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hello, my half-boyfriend.:)




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