this was what botak said to me last night.
and i guess it sparked off some thoughts.

am i as unhappy as others judged me to be?
perhaps not.
you must have gotten the wrong idea.

maybe you don't think i deserve to be happy,
but i beg to differ.

aye, but thanks botak.
what you said made me feel like smiling for some odd reason. :D
cookieburger, anyone? haha!
Kiko loves you very much, you know that.

ling ran well today :) proud of my girl.
babe, you improved a lot and i'm so happy for you!
you'll do me proud again next week right? heh.
sorry i went to pa-kat with justin. :/
did you eat the cookies?! I hope you like them!
and i made justin buy three flowers. HAHAH.
i'm such a terror. :(
he got me roller coaster and pocky to thank this kpo friend of yours.
what a sweet bf you have lah ling! :D
(HEH HEH NOW HE BRIBED ME WITH FOOD, I'M ON HIS SIDE. LOL!)

i think i'm coming to a conclusion soon.
:)

love this song by mi lu bing; 我为什么还爱你.

i can't believe you were the one