i don't know why i'm acting so strange today :(
it was all good; meeting matt at sp, eating yongtaufoo(cheap and good!) and fruits, and then slacking at the library.
it was all good until i split half a cup of soursop juice onto my LAPTOP while waiting for matt's class to end, and i proceeded to drink what's left in the cup before attempting to clean up my laptop.
I know what you're thinking. I wonder if I have pig instincts or something too.
TELL ME, WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND TRIES TO FINISH THEIR DRINK WHEN THEIR LAPTOP IS SOAKING WET?
i'm so angry with my klutziness sometimes! :(
(other times, it's quite funny)
ahh, thank goodness my laptop still works. or i won't forgive myself for my clumsiness.
how embarrassing! raaaah. thanks matt for trying to cheer me up though :) appreciate it yo.
second thing.
i was late in meeting heng and jolene. and i thought jolene sounded pretty pissed with me already in her sms. so when i reached there and called heng cause jo didn't pick up, i was already kinda upset. then he said that jo's angry already, and i felt so horrid because i don't think i ever made jolene angry with me like this before. so when they reached, i could only manage a "i'm sorry" and then i cried. HAHA.
I KNOW IT SOUNDS RIDICULOUS TO ME EVEN.
but the best part is that it was just a joke! :O
oh my, then i couldn't stop myself from crying because i felt so stupid. what with the fruit juice and laptop, and then with the crying over a joke.
and then i wanted to clarify things but my mouth went into standby mode and i could only tear. HOW STUPID OF ME. :(
i'm sorry i was late though. sorry sister, i didn't mean to make you wait. :/ and shuheng too, paiseh.
and i'm sorry i gave matthew four shocks today. haha.

the last time i saw you, you turned away.
i couldn't feel you, you're always so far away.