estella .
Sunday, December 16, 2007
car crash of a heart.
Because i am pms-ing, i shall grunt here. hahaha.


i hate my tummy.

i've been gyming consistently for this week, so hopefully... 42 once more?

i don't like the feeling of being taken for granted. and i'm sure nobody does either.

it's not supposed to be like this.

i am tired, exhausted even, of constantly having to live up to my own expectations.

i am far from perfect, i know.

i packed my room today. kinda.

i saw some notes and cards that made me smile. and i realised how many people i've been neglecting. sigh.

bring me back to the secondary school days!

i hate my fats.

i hate how i can hardly do a split anymore.

the vein in my right trotter is throbbing angrily.

you seem so far away most of the time.

i wish there was someone who knows exactly how i feel and why i feel the way i do, without me even trying to explain.

i dreamt of something and someone strange.

i can't voice my feelings out proper.

retail shopping, anyone?

i miss siew mai! :(

Because i am pms-ing, i shall end here. hahaha.


You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you




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