this is chai and justin looking happy together :)

i like this.

it's funny how some things have changed,
and try as i might, i will probably never be able to get it back.
should i be seeking the past- and in the meantime, make myself unhappy by trying so hard to get it back- only to realise that nothing's gonna be the same again.
or should i, and more importantly, can i...
let it all go.

ah, too much thinking and it's making me feel a lil upset.
i will start counting my blessings now. :D
because i know i should be happy and thankful for the people and things i have in my life now,
not what i don't have.

oh yes, i thought of one thing i wanna do before i die.
1. to REALLY donate blood (not the pad thing okay, i'm serious!)

breakfast buffet with the family tmr.
something to smile for :)

(okay on second thought, my weight...)

(okay on third thought, nevermind. enjoy then see how. :D)

When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong